I wonder where I would be if I was on my own...?

why is it so hard to find a co-op job?

There's less than 2 weeks left and it feels like it's going nowhere. I'm sick and tired of constantly stressing over job hunting and feeling like I've made a huge mistake rejecting a return offer. So many opportunities, so little for me.

Where am I going in life? Term after term after term, the same things going to happen again. I'm not getting the marks, i'm not getting the jobs. What am I doing wrong? What am I lacking?

In a couple of days, I'm going to tell my parents i'm not going to go to Florida and stay to find a job. At this point, i'll work anywhere and do whatever.

my health is deteriorating significantly these days.. I'm losing my appetite, I collapse at night, my breathing problems are coming back.. sighh.

I just want to be to be alone.

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